You made me trust you. I gave you everything and you treating like it was nothing. You made me care about you, you made me love you. I made my mistake and I paid for it with a very high price. And you made it even higher than it ever should have been. The only reason I let you do what I did (and you know what I’m talking about) because I felt like I wasn’t even go enough for you and you needed more. I will never open my mouth and tell people the about what happened between us, cuz I’m not like that. I’m not like you. You where great. You made me believe in love again but now I know there is no such thing. You hurt me more than you will ever know. Besides my mistake I did all I could to make your life easy for you. You where too good to be true, I should have see this coming but I trusted you more than anything. You have made everything I lie. It hurts to love you.
I don’t think you will ever feel as bad as I do for this. I could have giving you the world and you said that yourself. Maybe one day I can consider you a good friend but as of right now I don’t know how easy that will be.
I wont cry for you anymore. Never mind you hate when people cry.
You said you really wanted this to last and so did I but you didn’t even try to make it last you went out with me know that this would all happen and even before that you betrayed me, before anything went wrong.
What don’t I have that they do?????
I have so much to say to you but I wont cuz I don’t and am NOT trying to hurt your feeling
Please now after all of this the one thing I ask of you is to keep the promise that you already broke. Please that’s all I ask of you
I lost everyone and everyone hates me, I just want to know did it make you feel better to be the good guy for a day?
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